| Margaret 9/6/2010 |
Momma, I was just sitting here remembering 6 years ago today. You were having surgery, it was supposed to be the cure, but instead, became the beginning of the end. You suffered so much, I know you are whole and happy now, but my heart is forever empty. I love and miss you so much. Remember your promise to me and I'll remember my promise to you. Love you forever!!!
| Margaret 3-16-2010 |
Momma, tomorrow will be 4 years that you've left me. I'm sitting here tonight, all alone, remembering that terrible day. My heart is forever broken, the pain is so real. You were the greatest gift that God could ever have given me. I love you so much momma! Until we meet again...
| Margaret - 12-31-2009 |
Momma,
It's new years eve and I'm sitting here remembering that last new years eve before you were called home. It was 2005, you were in the hospital and the doctors were telling me that the cancer may have spread to your brain, because you were talking "out of it". When I left you that night, you really didn't seem to understand where you were. I came home, cried myself to sleep before midnight. Then right at midnight, the phone rang, I jumped, thinking the nurses were going to tell me something bad, but lo and behold, it was you. I still remember your sweet voice " Happy New Year", you were just as calm and normal as ever. You talked to Tony and daddy, then me again. Before you hung up, you told me to sleep good and that you loved me. That memory is such a treasure to me, especially tonight, sitting here missing you ever so much. Know how much I love and treasure you momma and will forever love you! Happy New Year Momma!!
| Margaret - 12/5/2009 |
Momma, I hope that you understand why I did what I did today. I just pray with all my heart that you do. I think, deep down, you were guiding me in that direction. Your always here, aren't you?? Watching over Tony and me. We love you so very much!!
| Margaret |
Momma, it was 3 years ago tonight that I was to spend my very last night with you ever. Little did I know that you were going home the next day. In my mind, you were going to be fine, you were never going to leave me, but God had other plans. I know you suffered so much at the end, for someone in so much pain, you were so very brave. Even though my heart is broken into a million pieces, I know that you are happy and whole. I will try to go through this world without your physical prescence and when this journey for me is over, I know you will be there to take my hand. I love you momma, so much! I miss you every second of every hour of every day!!! Margaret
